Publisher Annotation: Lighter. Leaner. Faster. Rae is determined to do whatever it takes to win Nationals with her rodeo team, just like her mum did when she was Rae's age. But Rae feels the crushing weight of grief, having lost her mother to cancer, and the crushing weight to perfection to live up to her memory. But as Rae's training ramps up and the new girl in town falls into the same group of friends, she's not just terrified to eat, she's terrified to lose her boyfriend and her best friend. But if she doesn't get help for her anorexia, Rae's going to lose more than just the people she loves - she's going to lose herself.